~Just some random thoughts~

Since I don't think any one reads this anyway, I am just going to ramble.
Last night my brother-in-law, his wife and their baby were over for dinner. I wanted to hold Elijah but was not allowed to. Know why? Because 'grandmotherhood' out wieghs 'aunthood'. I might have been a little selfish, but I just wanted to see my nephew. So, I just went up stairs and started packing. (I am going to New York on Monday.) It is bad enough that I don't get to see my niece and nephew that live in Kentuckey that much and now that i have a nephew that lives 5 minutes away I get to see him less. It doesn't make sence to me.

Again no one reads this so I can say this. I am two weeks late. There are only a few people that know about this. I want to be pregnent and have a baby so bad. I am trying not to get my hopes up though. Before I was on my birth control, I could go 2 weeks or 6 weeks before I would have a period, so I am not getting excited yet. I am going to take a HPT on Sunday morning and see what it says. If it is negitive, I will wait til I get home to take another one. Dustin doesn't want me to find out if I am pregnent while I am gone, because he doesn't want me telling him over the phone.

If I am pregnent I will let you all know when I know.